To the person i consider my soulmate.......
When you came into my life,i told myself i would love you and never hurt yoo...
you were my bestfriend,my love,my everything...til one day,you came and said "im sick,im afraid i can't stay with you any longer"...
I refuse to believe you at first,but when i saw those tears fell down your cheeks,it spells out the truth about how you really feel inside...
You were deeply hurt,yeah,i know,i was hurt too!
You cant even look straight into my eyes when you said "it was too late.."
My life has changed at that very moment;
I just found myself on bended knees yelling...why????
I was down... completely but i had to be strong for you..at your worst i was there,until one day has come for us to say goodbye...
i knew it,but i just cant accept it!
If only i knew that was the last time i should have held you and never let go!!!
The kiss,whispers and embrace...it was the last...
i can feel your arms falling down slowly...I knew youre gone,we always thought our love was enough for us to last...
It was a sad ending...its gods will
i Know your happy now,wherever you are...and me,here i am hurting,broken!!
Those six long years,its all gone now...
how can i forget? how can i start over once again...?
Im sorry if you see my life falling apart...i know i cant get you back,and i wont be seeing you for the rest of my life.
Its more than a year now,this has been the longest years of my life...the most painful time i ever had...
The sadness of the night brings back the days we had,the time you let go of me and the moment that i surredered you...even silence reminds me of all the sorrow the pain,,,and my hopelessness,let me suffer in silence.
til i get over you!!
Slowly,i can let you go...and i will be me once again
i wll be keeping my promise i will move on...
but you,,, u will always be a part of me...
hear me say this,one last time...
"i have learned the esence of my life..."
I have discovered a world thats beauriful,because of you...
"my love,my misery...im letting go of you now...
Its time to set myself free,this is the hardest thing i will do,coz i still love you,and this love...this is all i have!!!!!
