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all this time i go on with my own... believing that someday i'll get back from where i belong!
-LIFEDREAMER-
about me????
i am better off alone....i asserted to have space,to be able to run my life the way i wanted it to be...
I hated pain,i lament at suffering and i want to protect myself from getting hurt...
I made myself invincible...i created a world where i could navigate my fears with mastery.
I hate the thought of people leaving so i leave them before they could do that to me.
I am free....i dont need to belong nor to get involved.
for me,TRUST is a folly...promises are mere words deprived of action.Presence is something one can never depend on.
Love appears in order to dissapear later on!
I am escape...i dont want to put myself to risk by trusting.I had enough of broken promises. Why should i allow a certain feeling to materialize when i know its bound to disintegrate?
I HAVE TO KEEP MYSELF AWAY.........
...no one has to know that i am hurting inside.I can always put on a smile just to fake happiness......
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From a lonely place,I hid from realities of life.I was trapped in my own fantasies and make beleives,I was in my own world and making my own story.....
.."it's hard for me to understand life"
"i always want to be alone...coz no one can hurt me that way
i am better off alone....i asserted to have space,to be able to run my life the way i wanted it to be...
I hated pain,i lament at suffering and i want to protect myself from getting hurt...
I made myself invincible...i created a world where i could navigate my fears with mastery.
I hate the thought of people leaving so i leave them before they could do that to me.
I am free....i dont need to belong nor to get involved.
for me,TRUST is a folly...promises are mere words deprived of action.Presence is something one can never depend on.
Love appears in order to dissapear later on!
I am escape...i dont want to put myself to risk by trusting.I had enough of broken promises. Why should i allow a certain feeling to materialize when i know its bound to disintegrate?
I HAVE TO KEEP MYSELF AWAY.........
...no one has to know that i am hurting inside.I can always put on a smile just to fake happiness......
****************
From a lonely place,I hid from realities of life.I was trapped in my own fantasies and make beleives,I was in my own world and making my own story.....
.."it's hard for me to understand life"
"i always want to be alone...coz no one can hurt me that way
LOVE???
-love can make someone happy but its not worth the trouble it can cause.....
_Love is the slowest FORm of SuiCide...
_iM tireD of PREtenDing!.......
_LiFe is UnFaiR!!!
_Love is the slowest FORm of SuiCide...
_iM tireD of PREtenDing!.......
_LiFe is UnFaiR!!!
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...promises mean everything...
but once they're broken,
sorry means-NOTHING-
but once they're broken,
sorry means-NOTHING-
i know.....
-a million words could not bring you back,i know,because ive tried....
niether would a million "tears",i know,because i've cried...
niether would a million "tears",i know,because i've cried...
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